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Hey hey

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only gonna be live for 2-3 hours, ster is coming into vegas this week, so gonna be spending some time

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ill be back after todays stream probably mid next week?

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i wanna set up another public domain movie night

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had the itch for that

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back in like 1 hour to start

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hey hey

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ster and ashle are gone, was a great time. really good to see/hang out with them for a while

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i got some work to do today/tomorrow, but ill be back friday with some gaming gaming gaming

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haha yea i saw the redbull clip

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offbrand was on that show, so i was able to pop in and say hello

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probablylater fri

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like 5-6pm PT

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bringing back the later at night streams

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sorry EU andies

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but yea, ill be back friday night, immaculate gaming vibes anticipated

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not sure game yet, but we have a few, viewfinder is one

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im gonna shave the middle part of the top of my head only and have the hulk hogan

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and act like its a new trend

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browser games is actually a good idea

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we'll see, im open to anything on friday

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browser games, viewfinder, tf2, etc

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sorcery part 4, yea i wanna start that

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been doing a lot of writing/work on a bunch of cool offbrand stuff as well, really happy with that so far

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spiderverse, yea we need to see it, Holly and I have talked about it a few times

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barbie yea, i wanna see that too

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mean girsl?

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id be more excited for another infomercial stream honestly

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than watching a movie

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watch a classic, timeless old movie, and have text on the screen saying "i dont fucking get it, holding thoughts til end of the movie" and i just look annoyed the whole time

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haha ill see ya friday

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byeeeeee

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@Hephaestar Yea and i make comments like "not a fan of that shot choice"

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oh right, byeeeee

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!commands edit -cd=5 !sus You sense a stream on Friday! around 5-6pm PT. Gaming, hanging out

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jermaLightninghandsshootinghorizontallyatyou see ya!

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yo

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idk why but i feel like playing who wants to be a millionaire

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starting in like 30 min?

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see ya soooooon

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@CreamCorn31 feels good man

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Hey! Trying to wait it out, but not feeling that great. Might need to go for it tomorrow or so.

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Just an annoying headache.

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Sorcery part 4 though. I’m ready to play it

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Then mvm this weekend still planned

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Starting to get times from people. But Sunday is likely.

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So we’ll see when I can get the most people

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!commands edit -cd=5 !sus You sense the next stream TBD (maybe another day or so) Headache creeping up. Check the sus tomorrow afternoon, Wednesday. Still Sorcery part 4

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I’ll be back to start tomorrow or Thurs. gonna see how i am later tonight/morning

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See ya soooooooonnnn

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Hey, So still feel kinda bad, so nothing today, I imagine I’ll be fine by tomorrow/Friday.

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I’ll check back in tomorrow.

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See ya!!!

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Hey hey.

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Figuring out the plan, still not feeling great but I need to figure out the weekend. Lots to do/talk about.

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There’s a bunch of stuff to go over. Sorcery. MVM, GB stuff, announcing something

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BUT yea I think the idea is omega weekend.

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Sat/sun/ mon.

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Or sun/mon.

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I don’t wanna say omega weekend and I don’t feel up for it but I’m def streaming this weekend.

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I’m gonna keep the sus vague, but I’m doing good, I would say for sure Sunday. That’s the day I’m gonna be floating mvm to people

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So probably mon sorcery for sure with a few announcements

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I have to stream on Monday, there’s a couple announcements that aren’t moving.

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So Sunday 100% as well.

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TBD Andy

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I wanna do more tier lists.

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And browsers games.

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Toilet paper tier list. Charmin ultra soft S+

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Alright. I’ll see ya soon, sun/mon guarantee, and I’ll check in tomorrow.

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BLT guaranteed on Monday as well.

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Hahah

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“He’s gonna forget”

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Probably, but I can feel good about it right now

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What is a genuine haha btw! Haha feels fake. Hahahaha feels way too much. Hahaha feels like a true laugh but maybe too much.

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Lol is not in my vocabulary

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My phone died. Repeat everything said in the last 4 min.

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!commands edit -cd=5 !sus You sense the real schedule is here! Sun and Mon. MVM and Sorcery possible. Maybe Viewfinder. Maybe browser games. Lots of stuff to choose from.

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Hahah!

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Mvm is gonna be defendant on gettin the crew all on the same time/day. So I’ll update that when I know.

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Dependent

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Hehehehehehe

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Everyone right heheheheehe.

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Write.

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Ok now right hahahaaa

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Nice. Now I need to write a wrong from earlier.

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Ok bye wasn’t it really funny when I flipped the two ways to day write/right?

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-2 can’t be processed in offline chat. Please use -2 only during stream market hours.

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They don’t even get processed by the computer 🙄 I literally just wrote that.

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Ok I’ll see you later. Have a good start to your weekend.

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Hey! So gonna try and get that MvM group going tomorrow. Gonna check in and see how everything is in the morning with the hurricane hitting the west coast. If everyone is good to go, we are good to start around 3pm pt! Ster, Lud, Vinny, Poke, DougDoug. If for some reason the weather causes problems, we’ll figure it out!

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Vegas is gonna get hit. Not as bad as California, but keeping an eye on it

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!commands edit -cd=5 !sus You sense MvM on Sunday! Around 3pm PT. Keeping an eye on the weather, but still planning on it!

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2-3+ hours I imagine. Depending on how long everyone can play.

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Ill@see ya tomorrow!!!

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Hey

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looks like we are good to go

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group is me, Ster, Ludwig, Vinny, DougDoug, Poke

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we are doing good here at the moment, i think the real test is in a few hours

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looks like just raind and wind, but we are getting those flash flood warnings on our phones

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so gonna just keep an eye on it

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@Musikyl Yea thats the plan, not going anywhere, just mann vs machine w/ the boys

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@thefonkyman dont be suprised to see this in like 2-3 weeks im not even joking

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not the group, but the game

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worms would be really fun actually

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couple things to announce tomorrow too

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gonna show off GB TTS

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as well as another little thing

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ill be back to start in a couple hours, see ya sooon

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Howdy

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Sorcery part4 is ready to go

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BLT is CRISPY

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@Vynixa probably not tonight

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yea tts mod reveal, and im sure some of you have seen the other thing

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if you havnt then ill talk about it tonight

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its not a huge announcement, its just a neat little thing if anyone was interested

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after tonight, viewfinder for sure later this week, probably end of week

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im glad we didnt get hit that hard, lots of rain, but nothing too bad

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@HMurdock soft retirement, cmon gwyn

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@Veroniccordion Yea, just was gonna be too much too pay attention too

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Real talk, soft retirement honestly really means less streams, more focus on youtube (possibly new original videos from time to time) and continuing the trend of what you have all been used to this year. Spread out, less intesne, if i wanna play somethin, ill just play it, no pressure, just "im playing this today, and dialing down the energy."

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but i want to put some more focus on youtube, i have video ideas that really work better on youtube.

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@23Skiddoo This is likely something that will be complete by the end of the year, but not really much is gonna change besides slowing down the streams and moving more focus to YT and my job at Offbrand

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i mean ill be completely honest, since may/june of this year ive been sort of doing that anyways

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@PixelSamuel Yea i loved doing videos, i just wanna head into a period where expectations are set at a certain level, and i can keep it up at offbrand without burning out because i really like what im doing over there

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@HMurdock this is exactly what you can expect

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@Vynixa i think what IS going to change is that its going to be expected to not see me for a while, or when i do show up it might be something dialed back, ill be discouraging subs/bits and just hanging out when I have time and want to pop in and do somethin

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I said this in June, but im not stopping streaming, its just turning into an old fuck that wants to play HoMM 3 for a few hours and go to bed

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i joke but i hope ive been trnasparent with everyone this year, i want to make sure this is something thats telegraphed a lot and people know its happening

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@Musikyl gonna be probably REALLY leaning into it around jan/feb 2024

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this year is gonna stay unchanged, and really i doubt much changes next year either besides a little less on the streaming side but some more YT focus

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@Bneboy0 YT vids on the main channel possibly, or at least make some stuff for the 2nd channel

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offbrand stuff is separate

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the main channel maybe not, depends, that channel has been so dormant, and most of the original content i think is made FOR the people who are here now

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and use the 2nd channel

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btw i dont think this is something im going to talk about today, but i def want to plant the seeds for the community that it IS on the horizon

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@egaomushi2

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@ChittyMcChat i mean, there are a lot of random things ive thought were funny that i could just do, in this soft retirement phase anything is on the cards, im not doing it for money, it would just be i am doing this today

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@PixelSamuel Im gonna just do w/e, i think the prospect of money and pressure creates an environment where i need to think a lot of things through right now, in retirement, who cares haha, ill just make a slime vtuber and go live for no reason

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"retirement andy" i talk about this every few months lately, but i do that because i wanna make sure its not out of NOWHERE for the community when the magic words actually get said

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because a lot of you pay monthly to this channel, i want you to know whats going to be here

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the thing im showing tonight has a connection to this ina way, at least for me

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im still here, like i said a couple months ago, just going into a new phase

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@Adalheart ster convinced me, ill probably play the new one

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@FragileChaos I am working on a bunch of stuff at Offbrand, nothing to talk about publically yet, but ill let the company/creators do those announcements or reveals when or if they materialize

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@coldjam i can neither confirm or deny anything im working on at offbrand

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guys guys guys, elden ring dlc isnt out yet, i cant retire yet

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@s1ilvertongue i accept the award

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@anmolrightnow I was 28-29 when i made any real money from youtube, and it wasnt until last year at 37 that this channel grew to where it is now, obv this doenst apply to every career or path, but dont let your early-mid 20's define what your entire life is going to be. You have no idea, i didnt

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just try to be realistic, take care of the people you care about, get some sun, eat more vegetables, drink more water, pull back on social media, and do what you can while livin life

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@campingcampfire YES, we were actually so concerned, they are doing just fine

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@shartplex actual big brain idea

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@maree_com yup, this has been on the syllabus for years

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@FragileChaos 100%

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@campingcampfire I dont have an nvidia card, is this a mistake?

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oh i do have n nvidia card of course its the RTX 3090, ONE OF THE MOST POWERFUL CHIPS IVE EVER USED

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Lighting speeds and lightning reflections

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@kembadog but what about 8k 1080p full widescreen liquid display Video watching?

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liquid cooled monitor

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you guys ever think that when it hits like 20,000p we'll need heatsinks on monitors?

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i dont want that, does anyone? real question, does ANYONE want more than 8k

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@HavocTheBothering my issue is desktop icons and start menu items have become grains of rice on the screen

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you can increase it, but the default is RIDICULOUS

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alright ill be back in a couple hours

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just usin bathroom, 2 min

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@space_is_kewl its very hard to communicate the changes, but it is a retirement of sorts, way less streaming, a little bit more on the YT side, and working at offbrand. I think the word retirement is implying ill be far less active

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I think also as Ive been getting odler a lot of my priorities are shifting

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older

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@HMurdock not in the medium term no, but i do need to say eventually that will probably be the case, i dont want to say when that is, but its def going to have to be something i think about

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2024 i plan on operating at this reduced level, so at the least im imaging another year

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but maybe that just stays through 24, 25, 26+ its hard to say, but i def am shifting my life and priorities around a bit, but i dont want to ellude to anymore than that because i dont really know

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@soakmydeck this is probably the actual outcome

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@fearisthemindkillr i really like streaming and making videos, so its easy to be able to telegraph it for a while

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@M0rdrens yup, expect that for the most part

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@anmolrightnow not ruling anything out, but i want to make sure financially im in a good spot before going down that road, there are a ton of ideas still, but the expectations should be that those are going to be few and far between if they materialize

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TLDR, in jan i mentioned slowing down, June started at offbrand, and now going into dec/jan of 23-24 ill be operating at the new level of activity, maybe making yt vids again, streaming for fun, and working at offbrand

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Lets see how the next few months play out

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@PixelSamuel Thats def something i have considered a lot, As i breach 40, Ill need to really see how much involvement i wanna have, but the me from right is saying ill be around for another 1-2 years doing it like this, and then reevaluate if ill stop making content

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public domain movie nights, informercial streams, tier lists, chill games etc those arent going away

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so if people think im gonna just play like solitaire silent for 3 hours and turn the stream off thats not it haha

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GB was the last big project that was going to be a sort of send off merch, im really happy that got out there, and it will continue to be supported through TTS, and i havnt ruled out adding more stuff to it in general. the youtooz is mainly for people that really liked the dollhouse streams, and even baseball that may ahve wanted to get soemthing from the channel related that may have become a part of the community in the last year or 2

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so i wanna make sure people know that GB is gonna be supported for many months at the very least in updates to the tts version

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@imnotevendavid probably, i was always pretty disconnected from social media, so i imagine ill pop in from time to time and say hello, ill be at offbrand, you bet your ass ill be first in line to get into makeup and do something if it sounds fun/or makes sense

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@LoringAround yup, already planning on participating in some stuff this year and next

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@DubskiDude not yet, but its clear that eventually ill be sun setting some of those spaces, i wanna keep them open as long as im pretty active and maybe we'll do some consolidating eventually

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@AxOfBrevity i really do

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@MooMeansMoo i always want to do this because i want to, i hope ive communicated that, its gonna be interesting because this has been my entire life for 12-13 years

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@destidoodoo not sure, ive talked to some of the editors, we are cooking up some yt stuff, ill be doing original content over there it might be 2nd jerma, the old main channel is sort of a relic for me, an archive

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im gonna head out, ill answer more of these questions, im gonna be trasnparent about it, so ill answer most of the questions people will have if i can

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hey hey hey hey, ill see ya later this week!

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@planet_lizard i wanted to always give a good amount of time at a reduced level so people know whats happening, i also still like doing this so ill be around. Diff people have diff ways to handle something like this, so there is no right or wrong way to do it i dont think

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@glowinthedarkstars

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alright ill see ya later this week

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!commands edit -cd=5 !sus You sense a stream Saturday, around 5pm PT, playing Viewfinder

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hello!

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just updating sus, and putting game up

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might pull it back to friday, but sat is lookin good

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ill play AC6 on stream

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how long is viewfinder?

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AC6 is out ina coupel days right? ill probably play both, sat/mon maybe?

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def playing starfield

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@lovelyness__ yea if it says 3 hours, add 2 for the inevitable 2 hours of ranking different milks

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should be a fun weekend, might just do sat/sun viewfinder and ac6

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play it by ear, ill see ya this weekend!

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Hey!

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viewfinder and maybe bouncing duck simulator

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Poke recommended last week, he is def a connoisseur of interesting games, i trust

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gonna be a good night, might pull the stream back an hour or so, depends on if i get some stuff done today

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AC6 ill try it monday probably

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is it good?

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then we going back to sorcery part 4 later end of next week

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hey cmon gwyn, i played sorcery for 1 million followers on twitch

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@Bneboy0 we joke, but ive always wanted to make an old 90's style fmv game, or sorcery type game

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its a lot of work and money, but the thoughts are always there

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@maree_com I cant ever say i wont do anything, same as i cant say ill always do something. GB was an idea from like 2016 and that actually happend

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@CreamCorn31 well im not working on anything like that now, so not trying to be vague, just that its always something ive wanted to do

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2024+ is going to be an interesting arc, ill be slowing down everything, but also kind of just doing w/e haha, so the concept of streaming as mr slime is funny to me now because who cares

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@Onomous Haha well i mean, streaming to no one for 2 weeks isnt really business wise

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@Veroniccordion I dont have a schedule for any of this, honestly when stuff like elden ring is out expect a week straight of streaming, but also dont be suprised if im just off doing w/e for weeks

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and in the mean time, youll see stuff i worked on with offbrand, and ill be sporadically dipping back into making YT vids

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i have to play starfield now at or near launch now because of that title

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Stahfield

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@JermaOwes110Subs im sure as some of these get closer, and really off the ground ill be able to say "oh yea i wrote a bunch of this" or "i was on the creative team that put this together"

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@Pazanate def

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if it makes sense yea ill probably feature, but it isnt gonna be every time, maybe a handful

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i think ultimately what matters is ill be doing everything for fun, when i feel like it, and that im trying to hit the brakes on the channels, subs will not be encouraged, and im gonan just do w/e when it feels right, if it does

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playing it by ear, but AHEM, ladies and gentlemen, i am pleased to announce

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ill be streaming an HOUR earlier than the sus

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please hold your applause

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also, i will be drinking a hot tea

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i just spilled it on my lap, nvm still streaming at 5

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CURTAIN CLOSES hahahha

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CLASSIC routine

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alright ill see ya in a couple hours

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@Fidofidder me too

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starting in about 10-15 ish

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@efefseven lul

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Hey, gonna play the bouncing duck game

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5 PT

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ill be back in a bit!